where is my sense of urgency?

i'm sorry. but i realised i'm a person full of complains. yeah like what in school, english?!! the students are not even engaged! the teacher can't teach, dumping us assignments and we've gotta finish them up by a given date. doing pages of busywork and spending most of the day falling asleep during lessons. chinese- free period? emath- doing papers and papers, and yeah sometimes we mingle around talking. amaths- sometimes useful, teacher get all of us to think outside the box when doing challenging sums.. chem- one word, slack. phy- yeah the teacher's mouth is full of negative comments and sometimes she even demoralised me. are teachers meant to be that way? no. humans- doing tons of repetitious homework assignments... cme/assembly- does absolutely nothing for the advancement of
education.

bored. i believe some of my classmates feels the same way as i do. so no point sulking over it. as at the end of the day, everything still depends on you. isn't it?