Sunday, October 17, 2010

life sucks for now

F os seriously. it's damn stressful/hair-pulling and tiring!

i'm drowned with books tys books tys and lots.

everyone is having fun out there! i want my life!

i want to do hack lots of things! but if i do, ppl start saying eh o lvls lah why nv study? arghthis seriously makes me feel that i'm gonna fail?!??! yes i am if i dont start. ppl are now in poly/alvls/promos still better then OSSSS haiz

sorry to jerra brandon crystal jen melody and peiying i cant meet you guys very often! and yeah, i didnt attend school for a week now. it sucks. once i'm there, i will start talking talking talking non stop so i just wanna stay at home and study and just shut my gap. don't wanna influence others out there. it's not gonna help.

to my baby friends maybe just dinner once a week or sth and thanks for coming down to my place sometimes to give me a surprise :) love you all man. haha you guys understands how stressful i am :)

okay.. the pictures are in my memory card now. sorry will upload once olvls are over because they are time-consuming.

and thanks to my bf- luo. but cannot really meet up that often because of guard duty or whatever stuff. good thing tho so i can concentrate on studies more. because book out = must meet!!
but now NO...because

its 9 MORE DAYS.


it is SOOO STREESFFUL that i've already planned what to do after os..haha everything in perfect form. nothing about books. totally nothing. hmm maybe work? at my dad's office. although they are renovating now, nov will be done. i'm gonna be an admin. although i wanna try f&b outside being a waitress or sth, ppl says it's really very busy and tiring, i will definitely give it a second thought. i have no working experience :( sigh...oh and my dad says he need help and he approached me. ok after olvls (12/11) i gonna do my hair 1ST. with valerie. my hair color suxxx. black at the top, brown at the bottom like some abnormal hair so just wanna dye evenly now...and get some curls maybe? any suggestions? i really don't know... 15/11=my bday! maybe a bbq party or something not really sure yet because my roof top just renovated! :) it looks beautiful now like some banyan. 16/11 = korea! whole of nov my bf will be at australia with his soldiers so yeah.. dec= work& play will forever .....ohya gonna start playing piano again. i quit for a moment. dec i'm gonna practice sonatina music by mozart and some richard clayderman songs! i hope it will work out well for me!

right now concentrate! hang on~

will update after a month! nights.... =)

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