Weep no more my dear, I am here.

What is this feeling I have?
I seem to love you,
But other times I seem to loathe you.
Try to forget.
But can't.
It just hurts to ponder now.
We just have to live the day as they are set out,
and not live in the past.
Mind suddenly gone
No end is near.
Nothing to do now;
But go on.

I miss your half smile.