study study study!!

Sounds like 2010 would be a good studying year for me.
i hope this motivation continues forever.
I was forced to be shot of out of bed to TRINITY church today.
early in the damn morning!
tired, felt like going back into bed and pull the covers over my head.
met yuying after church to do some studying at douby.
after a few hours we were like,
hungry so we shall get some food. haha.
well, i cant just study for the whole day,
i cant stand much more stress,
i am up to my ears in it already with studying hard.
so, shop around bought stuffs.
i'm in love with a brown converse shoe. 60bucks.
so stunningly hot.
and a Levis jeans.
Haha i'm gonna get those next week after my mum give me some shopping money.
shall not ask her for more $$ before her temper reach new peaks of explosion. that would be scary.

do you think so?
i dont believe in fate.
i'm sorry if text messages and calls are ignored.
i like you. but. sad to say.
looks like i do not have a choice. isn't it?
i'm sorry not now.
studies comes first.
i flunk my 'O's because of love splitting up.
i do not want this to happen again.
i hope you understand, and
i hope we still can be friends.

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Just my luck.
why did i always saw my exbfs.
i mean, there would be awkardness.
we aint enemies, friendly people but,
i hate old memories flashing through my mind.